I've grown up and been awaken to what can lay ahead of me. I've been so filled with the Spirit and have seen the workmanship of God before my very eyes. I've had the opportunity to work with friends that I now call family, and family that have become my friends. I'm beyond blessed to be a part of a church that loves, worships, and prays like no body of believers that I have ever experienced. I've had someone invest so much of his time and prayers in my life that I honestly believe I would be nowhere near the person I am without him and his amazing family; and I've seen my family grow in their faith through servanthood. All of these things have contributed to the woman I am today, and will continue to impress on me as I become the woman that God is molding me into.
This summer has been so beneficial to my preparation for the future. The months passed quickly, but my memories are sweeter than any other that I have. I have experienced so much, but it's just the tip of the iceberg. Every day I learn something new, and realize how ignorant I am. I'm so excited to learn and grow in my faith over the next four years. Right now I'm going to tell you a synapse of why this summer was a summer that will always be a topic of conversation for me.
Paint a picture, film a movie, go to a theatre; do whatever you have to do to envision where a vital part of my summer took place.
It's 90 degrees, and still; no relief from the heat or the humidity from the beautiful Caribbean Sea. You're on a bus passing by fishermen in homemade canoes, children playing in the streets, men selling the fruits of their labor, and women sitting on the porch doing laundry. On your right is the poverty struck jungle and on your left is a million dollar view. If you listen closely, you can hear music playing from a radio and the natives speaking Patois. Welcome to Oracabessa, Jamaica.
We flew from Atlanta, Georgia to Montego Bay, Jamaica; the tourist city. The first thing that blew my mind was that I had the guts to fly. The second thing that blew my mind was the multimillion dollar tourist attraction being on the same islands as the concrete, plywood, clothesline village that I fell in love with; correction, whose people I fell in love with. I had a hard time believing that the two cities where less than three hours away from each other.
During the morning hours of our trip we put our muscles to work at the Spicy Grove Children's Villa; which one day, God willing, will be a boys home. We weeded until we couldn't weed anymore, tile was laid, trash and leaves were burned, and the most beautiful bamboo fence was constructed. All of the sweat and fatigue was totally worth it because of the friendships we made or strengthened while working side by side. Some members of our team bonded closely with Tommy, we all love Alex, but I had the opportunity to spend a lot of time with Ian.
He is Godly, a walking fortune cookie. Everything he says is spiritual, he is full of life lessons because he's lived a life without Christ. Sometimes I think that's why the Church is in such a state that it's in, especially in the Bible Belt; we have forgotten, or don't even acknowledge, that we have lived a life without Christ because there is no significant change in the hearts of most "christians" from before they accepted Christ, until now. Most people can't look backed on the life they led because it is the same life they are currently leading post baptism; I'm skeptical to say post-salvation. Anyways, back to Ian. He is an amazing person and I could have talked to him all day long. He's a father to two sweet children and all he wants, other than to please God, is to have a strong relationship with his children and teach them to have an eternal relationship with our Savior. What if that was the desire of every father out there?!
Tommy had an awesome faith too! But I didn't personally hear his story, so I don't want to write it. That's the thing about Jamaicans; if they had faith, they had it abundantly. We met a lady named Ms. Trisha. Hearing her speak about the Jamaican church was a blessing. She told the story of Hurricane Sandy flooding her home and do you want to know what she said? "God is a good God. The storm could have came at night when we could not see and many lives would have been lost." If I were a Jamaican listening to an American speak about a storm I probably would have heard, 'thank God it wasn't worse than it was but we lost blah, blah, blah.' But no, she saw the rainbow after the storm, not the storm itself. What if we learned to count our blessings instead of our troubles?
"Don't turn your halo into a noose. You are a blessed man." -IanThe adults became our friends, but the children became our hearts. On the first day with the children, we drove past the triangle (a three way stop concept, minus the stop part) and in the back window 10 or 15 kids came running down the street behind our plain-Jane twelve passenger van. They weren't attracted by colors or gifts, but us. The doors of our van opened and so did our arms, the kids jump in them like we were their best friends. I felt at home 1, 155 miles away from my front door.
For two hours a day, four days of the week, we hung out with the children of Oracabessa. That's all the time it took to fall in love with them. We played games, sung, danced, hugged, and most importantly, loved those kids. They were so open to Christ and knew so much. I remember walking around the property and hearing the girls singing praise songs and I even heard, "waves of mercy, waves of grace! Everywhere I look, I see your face!" I have always worked with children, but I have never been more amazed in my life than I was that week being with that group of kids. Their hearts are so big. The quote, "some people are so poor, all they have is money" is all I could think of when I thought about Americans. We have been blessed beyond measures; so blessed that we don't realize what we have are blessing. We have a terrible case of obligation. These children, these people, are some of the richest people I have ever encountered; yet they have next to nothing.
My eyes were opened that week. I know that's a typical thing to hear from any teenager that just came back from any church trip; but it's true. I've never not been able to get people off of my mind, until now. I've never cried for people I barely knew, until now. I've never known what it means to count your blessings and be content with what you have, until now. I've never been so complete and so broken, until now. I've never heard testimonies like the ones my friends in Jamaica shared with me. I never thought I would ever be this ready to get back on an airplane.
I never saw college as a mission field, until now.
My goal isn't to have the right words and speak to groups of people about the love of Christ, because to be honest, that's all most people have ever known. My desire is to live a life that shouts the words I will never have the courage to say. I want to walk in truth and love.
That's my mission mindset. What's yours?
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